I went on omegle one night really late and I met this guy and we talked about everything for a couple of hours, eventually the topic of my depression came up. When I told him about my suicidal thoughts/feelings, he gave me his number so that I could talk to him any time I felt bad because he didn't want anything bad to happen to me. He gave me hope.
The other night I had a dream that I was at this hotel in a really nice bathroom going to the bathroom. When I have woke up I had actually peed myself.
When I was little, my parents allowed me to run around the neighborhood naked, saying "I got a pickle, I got a pickle, I got a pickle. Hey, hey, hey, hey!" But the thing is, is that I am a girl, and I really do not have a pickle.
I can't watch a lot of those Disney movies with the parents being a main focus, it just reminds me how much I love my own parents and how much I miss them. They both passed away when I was 15.