When my mom dies, I will literally have nothing to live for. She's my everything. I may treat her like crap but she is the only reason I wake up every morning. I am so tired of disappointing her but I keep doing it. She is my heart and soul.



So. I'm moving out of the state soon.. and I'm not telling anyone until after I'm gone. I'm so socks of all the fighting and drama. I lost my job and had to move in with my birth mother, and I'm always hearing how I'm useless and a piece of shit. When I clean and cook and do anything she asks. I'm just gonna disappear and I can't bloody wait.



When I was little I really loved the movie "Lilo and Stich". I had a speech problem so everytime I wanted to watch it I said "I want the bitch". Everytime I got spanked!



When I was little I would have my parents flush the toilet, because I thought that if anyone 5 or younger would do it they would die.



I hit a dog with my car, then I picked up his body and put it in front of my neighbors garage.


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