I, for the first time in my life feel alone. I've lived a very exciting and fulfilling life, yet i dislike my very existence. I'm not suicidal, i just need something to make me feel human again.
I Have a problemI always laugh even when its not funny. I laughed at my friend breaking up with her husband, and i laughed at the speech that my cousin gave at my aunt's funeral.
One time me and my friend were camping and she had to pee but she didn't want to go in the woods so she used a bottle. The next morning she took a sip of it because she thought it was apple juice. That was so gross!
