Every time I get mad or sad or Scared I grab a knife and throw it at a tree in my yard. Then i feel bad for it.
When I was little, me and my cousin were fighting, and i smashed his head into his moms car window by accident. I was so Scared I ran and told her first, I said he banged his head to scare me. And he got in trouble.
I'm falling for a guy who is 20 years older than me. We haven't met in person yet, but I'm sure at some point we will. He has the same feelings for me and I want to tell my family about him, but I'm Scared of what they will think.
I'm really Scared of small pieces of paper on the floor, they make me feel sick and want to curl up into a little ball. Cutting things out in lesson is my worst nightmare.
Last month my best friend died of cancer. I've known him since I was four and it's so hard to let go. I kept his phone but am too Scared to unlock it. I still text him.