I'm an compulsive liar. I lie about every thing, and I can't help it. I lie and cheat on my bf with other guys. I try not to, and when I'm dating someone I'm thinking about some else. When I'm single I try my hardest to get a guy. I have slept with more guys then I care to admit.
My parents fight with each other a lot lately its been better. They also smoke and I can't get them to stop. I'm afraid that they will start fighting again and never stop smoking. I have only told one friend because I trust her like she's my sister. I still feel alone and worry it will never get better.
When I was little, I used to play piano. I would go to our guest room to practice. I was so scared that someone would hear how good I was, and kidnap me for my talent that I stopped practicing, and I no longer play music.
I found out I'll die at the end of 2014. And that I can't do anything "thrilling" because it'll just make me die faster. I've been alone almost everyday and i really don't know what to do.