I have no friends. My boyfriend always has someone to hang out with, and I go with him.. I just wish I had friends of my own. I get so jealous when he hangs out with other people. I really just want to be able to make friends.
I wish that I could see my real father. My mom hates him because he raped me and other kids. But I don't care. He is my father. And I want a chance to see him. I haven't seen him in about 6 years. The only picture I've sen of him is a mug shot. And it was on my mom's computer. And the computer broke. Now I really want to see him.
When I'm alone, I talk to myself. I practice conversations that never happen, or pretend I'm a character I like from a book, TV show or movie. #amiweird?