My parents died when I was like five years old, and I still cry every night and have the same nightmare ever night. I never cry in front of people so everyone thinks I don't cry. Luckily for me, I'm silent when I cry. I feel so guilty that I lived and they didn't...
When I was little every time i'd curse I would feel guilty. So I would get on my knees and say "sorry, Lord". Lol
When i was little i was changing the water of my turtle, and as soon as i put him back in the tank he started moving very quickly. I realized it was really hot water, but too late. I still feel guilty :(
I got my dad angry three years ago. He got drunk and left. Two hours later we find out he killed himself. He left a note saying it was my fault and that I needed to live with that for the rest of my life and that I didn't have a choice. He told my mom to leave me. He hated me. I feel guilty.
I've thrown up 4 times and passed out 3 times in the last 2 days. I have the worst pains I can possibly deal with, and a major ****ing migraine. Every hour or so I get a pain in my ribs that makes me nearly cry. I promised the girl I loved that if my caffeine overdose got worse I would have gone to the hospital. It's gotten a lot worse and i'm not going. I feel guilty for lying.