My parents died when I was like five years old, and I still cry every night and have the same nightmare ever night. I never cry in front of people so everyone thinks I don't cry. Luckily for me, I'm silent when I cry. I feel so guilty that I lived and they didn't...
I got my dad angry three years ago. He got drunk and left. Two hours later we find out he killed himself. He left a note saying it was my fault and that I needed to live with that for the rest of my life and that I didn't have a choice. He told my mom to leave me. He hated me. I feel guilty.
I am very emotion sensitive; I cry easily. One day in english my teacher was telling us to write a story about a time we lost a pet. Well, my emotions decided they would pay a visit and I burst into tears thinking about all the dogs I had lost. Anyway, the teacher got the sack for making a student cry, and I still feel guilty every time I see her.
When I was 10 I peed in the bed but I cleaned up myself and poured water on the bottom of my niece to make it seem like she peed in my bed... LOL I feel guilty!
When I was little every time i'd curse I would feel guilty. So I would get on my knees and say "sorry, Lord". Lol