I have the app "my talking tom" and I really hate it, but I can't delete it because it's the only thing that loves me.
I've only been dating this guy for four months, but I have known him for three and loved him for two. He's leaving for college and I still have two years left of school, and..I feel as if I really truly love him and I really wanna do stuff that he wants, just the thing is I have body dysmorphia and don't want to be a female, he doesn't want to even conceder dating a 'guy' even if I don't get surgery.
I've been having wet dreams of my cousin. We dated for a while. She is so beautiful and to be honest, I was really sure I was in love with her but she dumped me around a year ago. Don't judge me too harshly (You couldn't judge me harder than I judge myself). I just needed to confess this.
My life's story in one post: I was a mistake child. My mom was on drugs before I was born. I was born with cleff lip. I have been bullied everyday of my life. I've tried killing myself as of today, 5 times. I have a very little selection of friends. I love playing video games because technology is the only thing I'm good at... I've never truly kissed a girl or had a girlfriend. Maybe your life isn't that bad compared to mine!
I fell for a man who was seven years older than me we dated in secret for almost a year. He always said things would get better after my 18th birthday and always told me he loved me. I loved him but I always felt insecure. He broke up with me 3 months before my birthday saying he liked someone else and had been spending time with her. He was my first.