I've only been dating this guy for four months, but I have known him for three and loved him for two. He's leaving for college and I still have two years left of school, and..I feel as if I really truly love him and I really wanna do stuff that he wants, just the thing is I have body dysmorphia and don't want to be a female, he doesn't want to even conceder dating a 'guy' even if I don't get surgery.