My friends and family always tell me that I have a beautiful face. Others say the same thing. But they do not know that I do not confident with myself because I suffered from eczema. My whole body is full with eczema scars and I hate it. I always wear clothes that don't show my skin. I am also afraid that my future husband can't accept me with all the scars that I have and leave me.
My ex of 4 years told me she had cancer a year ago. Since then, I've put myself in a dark place and it really destroyed who I was. Today, I am distant from most of my old friends and family, because they weren't there to support me in my worst state. Unfortunately now, I have come to think that my ex was full of shit and now I'm jaded and bitter. Thanks to her, now I don't trust anyone.