I find older guys attractive and they can't resist me. I'm too young and too experienced. I cry at night because I wish I could have normal teen crushes but instead I'm kissing young men in college and hot married men. Why do I chose this life?
When I was 10 I was playing with my brothers bebe gun and I shot the vase with my uncle's girlfriends ashes in it and blamed on the cat. We gave the cat away because of that.
When i was 12 my brother accidentally shot me, and the bullet hit me on the shoulder. We blamed it on this guy that lived in the woods and he got arrested. I feel kinda guilty.
I went to a bar and met a hot guy,made out with him, then came home to my loveless marriage. The guy was 26, I'm 42.