I went to the doctor today without telling my mom I had a pain in my breast, he told me I have breast cancer after multiple tests. I am Scared to break her heart she is my only parent I love her but will not tell her until it's time please pray for her. She needs strength after her and my dad divorced.
When I was about 4 I tried running away from home. So I told my mom that I was leaving and all she said was "ok" so I packed my bags, went outside in the pouring rain and I walked about one block, till I realized that I was too Scared to knock on someone's door and tell them I was gonna live with them. So I went back home and decided that I wasn't going to do it again.
I think I might be Bisexual, but I won't tell anyone because of my dad. I once asked him what if he had another daughter and she was lesbian and he said that he'd kick her out and never speak to her again. I cry about this often because I really love my dad and I'm Scared of losing him. I couldn't handle it if I did.
Next sunday i should be an animator at church camp. I'm Scared to go, because last time i got beaten up by a group of six year olds wearing spongebob costumes.
Once when I was 5 I got stuck in an elevator for a day. I was so Scared I pooped AND peed on myself. Since then I almost NEVER get on an elevator by myself and when I do I stand extremely close to the door.