When I'm sad or in a bad mood, I start dancing when I'm alone after school. Dancing makes me feel like myself and that I won't be judged by others. I have friends at school, but there are kids here and there who dont stop teasing me. But I'm not going to let them ruin my day, I'm going to think of the next time I dance.
I was just told that my mom was pregnant before she had me, she was impregnated twice before. Both the children died. I lived. And so did my younger sister. And I'm happy, but sad. Because, maybe, just maybe I could have had another older brother or sister.
Im 14 and sometimes, when i feel scared or sad, i still suck my thumb to comfort me. It's weird but makes me feel better.
I have a step teen daughter that tells her mother things I haven't said to her. Her father and I got into a heated argument the night before she went home. She called child services on me telling them she fears for her life. The sad part is, I have done nothing to her for this reaction, other than her seeing her father and I fight.
My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 3 years. His cousin is my ex. I love my boyfriend because he reminds me so much of him and makes me happy, but I am secretly sad from even thinking about this.