I honestly feel like I'm too intelligent to be in my sophomore class. I had to point out London on a map because one girl seriously didn't know where it was. The stupidity of my generation is seriously starting to affect my mental well being.
When I was little, I would always picture that guys I like, and my friends, would be watching me through cameras that were put up in my house. I always tried to do things that sensed cool, I feel stupid now though, lol
When I was 5, I was in a social security office with my mom. Two masked men came in with guns and told everyone to get on the ground, but stupid me I thought it was fake and stood up on a chair watching them. One of them looked right at me. A lady grabbed me and held me to the floor. The two men beat up a security guard till his face was covered in blood. That lady saved me!
I don't know how to interact in public. I know how to act just not how to get noticed like other people. Anytime I try I say or/and do something stupid. So I just go back to standing in the corner and being quiet. Being a loner, which is something I don't want to be as a freshman in high school.
I have never once fallen for a guy because of his looks. Not once! Why is everyone so hung up on how hot someone is? I don't care about what I look like, but if a guy doesn't like me because I don't think I should have to impress them, then that is stupid.