I recently figured I'm Bi. Or at least I think I am. The problem is I can't tell anyone and it's kind of killing me. None of my friends know and my parents don't know either. I told my siblings and they are weirded out and don't like to talk about it. They still treat me like me but they don't like to mention it. Plus my mom said she didn't want us to be gay or lesbian or anything. I don't know how to tell them.
I come from a very small, very religious town. My life is seriously that whole sob story. I've been bullied since I was 9: verbally, physically and sexually. Now, at 15, I've realized that I'm bisexual. I'm scared to tell anyone because my mum is really religious, my dad's homophobic, my friends are close-minded and my school is Catholic (they kicked a girl out for being lesbian).
I'm a lesbian but my family doesn't know, and I don't think they deserve to know this major part of me.
When I was younger me and my cousin decided we wanted to see what kissing was like. So when she came over my house, which was all the time,we would always be in my room kissing. Nobody ever found out, and I was so happy about that. I don't know if i'm a lesbian yet!
When I was 7 my friend came over and we went on YouTube. We were watching a video and didn't know it but it was lesbian couples who were kissing. So she said let's do that and we just sat there kissing for like 10 min. My brother who was 10 at the time came in and joined us just to get kissed.