I'm smart, I look quite good, but I have a fear of talking to people. That's why I only have online friends... #sad
In 4th grade, there was this kid that farted ALOT and he sat right in front of me. So for Christmas, my mom took me to CVS and we bought him a huge basket of Gas-X,Beano, deodorant, and Febreeze. I thought I was being nice but when I handed it to him he cried. I've always felt so bad about it and now everytime I fart I think of him and it makes me sad.
When I was little, I watched the movie "Ants" and every since, I look at everything as if it is living. Example: If i throw away a cup, I feel sad for it because it only wanted someone to drink from it and now its empty and alone.
My mom died in October 2013 for cancer, at the age of 46. I haven't cried yet, not even one tear, i don't want to show how sad i am. Even though my dad told me to go to the cemetery a few times i never go, because i know that i would start crying and never stop. Mom i miss you so much, forgive me.
When I was about 11 I would play dead in the YMCA pool and they'd actually think I was dead. sadly they figured out I was playing and yelled "stop playing dead!"