I dated a girl who kept cheating on me, and yet I was dumb enough to show her mercy every single time. Now i'm alone, have no money or transportation, and find myself literally tearing apart from a venereal disease. I don't know what to do, and I know i'll never trust a woman again, and that's only going to make it harder for me to find love. I hate that girl.
Growing up I was constantly moving from place to place, and was always mentally and physically degraded by family and fellow classmates. I am now very shy and have low self esteem making it hard to find someone to love me. I'm not bad looking and have overall a good personality, but no one takes that chance. Doctors now think I might have lymphoma, so I might not get the chance for true love.