I am engaged and soon to be married but I am really secretly in love my best friend who is off serving our country.
I am a virgin... and proud! I'm saving myself for my future husband because I want to have sex with just one person in my life. One that I really love.
When I was three my dad left, my mom did drugs and drank every night, she dated a lot and while I was in school I was bullied to the point I pretended to be sick and never went. My mom told me at four years old to never use the same needle. I fell in love with a guy over the internet that is four years older than me and we're dating, honestly I have to say he is the best thing I have ever had...
As an aspiring writer, I make up characters that I tend to talk to out loud and I fall mildly in love with them. I keep thinking that the saying "Writing is just a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia" is true.
When I tried to kill myself, my sister refused to leave me so they had to take her into the ambulance with me. She held my hand and refused to leave me the whole time and when I could finally wake up for about five minutes, she was crying, and told me "I love you and don't want you to die". A cop drove us home because my adoptive parents wouldn't come. When I got home my dad yelled at me. FML