I've thrown up 4 times and passed out 3 times in the last 2 days. I have the worst pains I can possibly deal with, and a major ****ing migraine. Every hour or so I get a pain in my ribs that makes me nearly cry. I promised the girl I loved that if my caffeine overdose got worse I would have gone to the hospital. It's gotten a lot worse and i'm not going. I feel
guilty for lying.