When I was little, I would always have birthday parties and my parents would spend tons of money, and no one would ever come. Makes me sad every time I think about it.
In 4th grade, there was this kid that farted ALOT and he sat right in front of me. So for Christmas, my mom took me to CVS and we bought him a huge basket of Gas-X,Beano, deodorant, and Febreeze. I thought I was being nice but when I handed it to him he cried. I've always felt so bad about it and now everytime I fart I think of him and it makes me sad.
I was addicted to painkillers for over three years of my life. I never thought I could be happy without them, but now that I'm over a year sober I realize how sad I was. As soon as I got sober, I started singing, dancing, and cooking again. It's a great life guys, please don't waste it.
Every time I get mad or sad or scared I grab a knife and throw it at a tree in my yard. Then i feel bad for it.
At 1:45am this morning, my mom called me saying dad had to take our baby girl to the vet to put her down. There was nothing else we could do for her. Her blood cells burst. She was internally bleeding. Last Saturday, May 3rd of 2014 we took her to the vet and they said she had scoliosis. We thought she was starting to get better, but we were wrong. I'm going to miss her. I love her. I feel broken. #sad