When I was younger, I had an "imaginary friend". I didn't have friends, my family forgot about me, I was alone, back then he was the only one I had. Suddenly, after i started making friends, he disappeared, but i still hold him dear to me. Then, recently, I had a dream. He had grown so much and was just gorgeous. I think I'm in love with my imaginary friend.
I met this guy on the internet sometime in July and fell in love with him. On September 9th he asked to make it official and I said yes. We are 8hrs away from each other and I really want to be with him so in February on his birthday our parents took us to meet each other in person for the first time. I love this guy with all my heart and I miss him so much but seeing him in less than a week, I'm so happy.
I've never had a relationship longer than a month. Although I believe in true love, I can never find the right girl. I try to be the perfect boyfriend, a gentleman and caring, but I never feel happy. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever find the one for me.
I have watched someone I love deeply slowly die, and I never got a chance to tell him want I wanted to. Since then I hug tighter, I live harder and care forever because I fear of loosing someone and knowing they never knew I cared.