When I'm alone, I talk to myself. I practice conversations that never happen, or pretend I'm a character I like from a book, TV show or movie. #amiweird?
I am just realizing that I am not alone in the world when it comes to weird habits, like talking to myself as if I was another person or being weird when i'm home alone.
When my grandmother died I started to see weird things almost like shadows that followed me but nobody believes me when I tell them. Sometimes at her grave I can see her smiling at me as if she were just fine.
Once, I was at my friends and we were laughing at something I said so hard, she peed herself...I later learned that when ever she laughs to hard, she pees herself...she is a weird friend...
A few months ago my girlfriend died. I still text her and I have dreams about her. People think I'm weird and that I'm just not moving on but I can't figure it out. Why am I still so attached?