I've thrown up 4 times and passed out 3 times in the last 2 days. I have the worst pains I can possibly deal with, and a major ****ing migraine. Every hour or so I get a pain in my ribs that makes me nearly cry. I promised the girl I loved that if my caffeine overdose got worse I would have gone to the hospital. It's gotten a lot worse and i'm not going. I feel guilty for lying.
At my university there is the super attractive girl that goes here who loves to hug me and put her head onto my chest. The cuts in my shirt have been getting increasingly lower and I'm hoping she will get the hint.
Yesterday my step-brother asked if I loved him. I said "of course" thinking he meant like a brother-sister kind of love, but before I knew it, he was kissing me... I awkwardly liked it, a lot...