I have always loved my oldest brother the most out of all my family. He is my idol. He used to never have a job, he always drank and smoked as well as used pot. My brother has turned his life around he now can't go for a week without a job, he is the sober driver and hasn't touched weed or a cigarette for three years. I'm so proud of him.
So it stated out a few months ago when my depression started, I used to want to cut myself and commit suicide because I was always stressed and I felt like nobody loved me. Then I came along my first boyfriend, and suddenly everything changed... He's made my life so much better and happier. Without him I wouldn't have gotten over my depression.
My husband and I have been together for 5 years and separated twice, tried an open marriage. Both situations leaving me feel unwanted and heartbroken. I don't want to leave him because I love him dearly...