I feel like I'm losing everyone around me. All the people I used to call "friends" forced me away with unnecessary drama and those that did stay I've already lost. I feel like there's no one I can connect with anymore...



I always imagine my friends families being horribly abusive and always fighting. I think it's to make my own life seem better.



I crack my joints a lot, my friend that is a girl that sits next to me doesn't like it. She tells me "You'll snap your neck if you keep doing that." Today in class I got bored, I cracked my neck and got more than I expected and it cracked my spine a bit. In shock I dropped my head on the table, she screamed. I laughed, she thought I snapped my neck.



Lately I have been trying to be more expressive, so now sometimes when I talk to myself in my head, I move my hands and arms around like I'm talking to someone else. #weird



Every time I pop a pimple or pick a scab, I eat it... I don't know why I do, but I've been doing it since I was younger.


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