After many heart breaks I'm afraid to love someone again. It is crazy what a guy can do in one hour how he can effect you for the rest of your life. Even if my best friends did sleep with him I still am not 100% over him.
Once my step mom was drunk and we kissed. It was the best kiss i've ever had, and now I'm too afraid to tell her i love her because she is 42 and I'm only 17.
My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 3 years. His cousin is my ex. I love my boyfriend because he reminds me so much of him and makes me happy, but I am secretly sad from even thinking about this.