I'm a former U.S Marine. I was deployed 3 times overseas. In 2007 my best friend died saving my life. 2 years later I came home after being wounded. I found out that everyone I loved and cared about, abandoned me. My family and fiance included. They said i'd never amount to anything. Proved them wrong. I now have a degree and work for the U.S Government as an Emergency Manager.
I've been married for two and a half years but have been with my husband for five years all together. I did not marry him for love and am now regretting my decision. I want more in life then a loveless marriage. I want love and passion.
I'm in love with my husband friend. We lost contact due to moving, but I'm making my husband look for him, for my own reason, even though I keep telling him "to find him because that was the only real friend you had".
Yesterday my step-brother asked if I loved him. I said "of course" thinking he meant like a brother-sister kind of love, but before I knew it, he was kissing me... I awkwardly liked it, a lot...