So I'm deaf as of today. I just had surgery done earlier in the day to remove a rare cancer of the middle ear. Due to the spreading of the cancer I went deaf before I had the surgery, and I'm still deaf... Your life can't be so bad... At least you can still hear music, and the voice of a loved one. Be thankful for everything, it could be worse.



At school today kids were making fun of a girl for cutting herself. I'm "more popular", and I pulled up my sleeve and showed them my cuts and said "If you're going to make fun of someone for cutting, make fun of me." Not a word more was said.



Sometimes, I feel like I'm the only that hasn't lost their virginity yet. All of my friends starting having sex at about 13. They make fun of me for being a "late bloomer", but I want to give myself to someone that truly deserves all of me.



After reading a lot of these secrets I think "Wow a lot of people my age live their lives for sex." And I'm here with no experience and never had a girlfriend, and thinking I'm better off than them.



Earlier I was singing "I'm coming home" by Diddy Dirty Money, and my mom thought I said "I'm coming out". Not yet mom, not yet.


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