Ive never met my father or talked to him but I've had his house number for 10yrs...I'm just Scared to call him an he don't want to see me:(
I'm Scared of everyone, because from age 4 to 16 I was abused by my dad and stepmom. This has caused me to be a walking star wars encyclopedia.
When I was little, I was at home with my big sister and her friend in her room. They told me to stop annoying them, so I said "make me!". They picked me up and shut me in the closet. My mum called everyone to dinner and my sister told me to let myself out.. but she forgot it doesn't open from the inside. I was trapped in there for hours, before someone noticed I was missing! I am still Scared of that closet.
Every time I get mad or sad or Scared I grab a knife and throw it at a tree in my yard. Then i feel bad for it.
I have a crush on this guy at school. I have only liked him for a few months but i have completely fallen for him. And the thing is i think he likes me back. I have his Kik but I'm to Scared to text him! Wonder if he doesn't like me? Should I tell him? Or should I wait to see if he tells me?