My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 3 years. His cousin is my ex. I love my boyfriend because he reminds me so much of him and makes me happy, but I am secretly sad from even thinking about this.
My mom died in October 2013 for cancer, at the age of 46. I haven't cried yet, not even one tear, i don't want to show how sad i am. Even though my dad told me to go to the cemetery a few times i never go, because i know that i would start crying and never stop. Mom i miss you so much, forgive me.
When I was about 11 I would play dead in the YMCA pool and they'd actually think I was dead. sadly they figured out I was playing and yelled "stop playing dead!"
When I'm sad or in a bad mood, I start dancing when I'm alone after school. Dancing makes me feel like myself and that I won't be judged by others. I have friends at school, but there are kids here and there who dont stop teasing me. But I'm not going to let them ruin my day, I'm going to think of the next time I dance.
I'm smart, I look quite good, but I have a fear of talking to people. That's why I only have online friends... #sad