I just found that my "lesbian" bestfriend (and roommate) is dating the guy I've been trying to get with for weeks.
Nobody knows that I'm a lesbian. Once I tried telling my mom and she freaked out and told me it's a phase. She told me not to tell anyone because it wasn't true and that people at church would give me and my family dirty looks. She did everything she could to make me "change". I couldn't take it anymore so I just told her that it worked and that I was "changed". She's convinced that I'm straight again.
It was easy to come out of the closet as a lesbian. Unfortunately it's a lot harder to come out again as bisexual.
I think I might be Bisexual, but I won't tell anyone because of my dad. I once asked him what if he had another daughter and she was lesbian and he said that he'd kick her out and never speak to her again. I cry about this often because I really love my dad and I'm scared of losing him. I couldn't handle it if I did.
I'm a lesbian, but none of my friends know and it bothers me because when they talk about guys I'm all like "yeah he is cute yay" but actually i'm picturing them naked.