I can't watch a lot of those Disney movies with the parents being a main focus, it just reminds me how much I love my own parents and how much I miss them. They both passed away when I was 15.
I have watched someone I love deeply slowly die, and I never got a chance to tell him want I wanted to. Since then I hug tighter, I live harder and care forever because I fear of loosing someone and knowing they never knew I cared.
A couple of years again, the love of my life passed away in a car accident. I miss him so much. So I text him on Facebook. I make myself think he can read the messages...
When I was little I found a box of condoms and put them on my hands, because I thought they where gloves.
I loved my grandma so much, I enjoyed visiting her every summer in Mexico, but on the day of her funeral I didn't cry with everyone else. I stayed in the car eating a popsicle away from the sun.